I wish, I wish

I really do wish there were more than 24 hours in a single day. Although the past week or so has been pretty exciting and nerve-wracking for me. I finished my admissions essay (after about 4 months of writer's block) and I have to say, I'm pretty sure I killed it. Or at the very least I brought people to tears, so either I've succeeded in writing an exceptionally good essay, or an exceptionally bad essay. Either way, it's exceptional.

I'm still so nervous though, especially about the things that I can't control anymore like test scores. I want to get into this particular school so badly but I'm terrified that everything I've done just might not be enough.

Which is why I made a back-up plan, and am applying to a second out-of-state school. It's not in a major city, and it isn't particularly ideal, but it'll do. I also have a back-up to my back-up, which is the local university. I'm definitely not worried about getting in there, so I guess no matter what I'll be in college come Fall. Finally.

So between work and flipping out about college applications, it hasn't left me with much time for other things, like sleeping. I'm also gearing up for Dark Odyssey's Winter Fire, and I can't begin to tell you how excited I am to be escaping reality for a while. I except to return home tiptoeing on clouds, or at the very least hovering just a tiny bit.

I also got this sexy lime green toolbox that I've converted into a toy box. I'll have the most distracting toy box in the dungeon, maybe.

I should also mention that I'll be wearing not one, but two dresses over the course of Winter Fire, and one corset. This is a weekend for the record books, folks.

Oh don't worry. I'll tell you all about it.

Cheers!